Oh, give me a break from everything.
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My weekends are worse than my weekdays.
Saturdays are packed with whole day of activities. Morning trng at hci, followed by guzheng in the afternoon, and tuition after that.
Sunday, rush to BONG BONG's house for chinese SIA (her house is absolutely breathtaking, will post the pictures the next time when I'm free) and then rush to H's house to send him off.

Sigh, maybe I'm rlly too kind-hearted by nature. Idk, I just felt abit sad and disappointed for the shengjie whtever guy, cause I promised him to send him my number, okay maybe as serious as a promise, but still, it reminds me of my childhood, when I begggggggggggggggggged and beggggggggggggggged my momma for some toys like idk maybe barbie dolls? ahhaha okay i dont rlly play them when I was young, I played racing cars! hahahaha I've got pictures of evidence okayyyy shall show you next time. and after my tedious efforts of persuading, momma finally reliented and agreed. However, I waited and waited, but the thing that momma promised to buy for me never came to me.
So today's incident is kinda a deja vu for me. Maybe he doesnt meant any harm, as I always presume so, and just wanted to make friends, but too bad, I'm not interested to make friends with you nor do I have smses to spare for you, I should have kept my words.

However still, on the other hand, it's extremely outrageous to reveal my personal details to a stranger? it's sooooo scary, like I'm on the phone with H all th way from Newton to Boonlay and when i saw H at the traffic light so I put down my phone, there was a light tap? poke? on my shoulder and I turn around, to my surprise is this guy whom I travelled with on the same train. He was like, can I have your number?
Imagine my shock, and imagine how wide my jaws dropped, ahahah no la I was nt rlly surprised. It's not the first time starngers asked me for numbers, but still, it's way too frightening to have a stranger tapping on your shoulder, asking to exchange number when you're overjoyed to see your beloved one.

So, if Sheng jie, you come across my blog, i'm sorry I didnt kept my words.
I feel bad about that but that's th way to deal with it isnt it?
It's the reality, face it man. C'on, we've been told by our parents since young, do not believe in starngers, do not follow strangers even if they offer you sweets or whatnots. Although I very much want to believe you want to trust you, but the cruel nature of the reality forbids me to.
I'm not even dressed skimpily today. (tinkerbell tee + denim shorts + self painted maryjanes)
But once again, I'm sorry, and you scared the wits out of me.
some more, H deleted your contact off immediately and made me promsie not to give any personal details to strangers.

Okay anyw the previous scandal was like on th train, I think I kinda asked for it cause I'm like wearing tank top+shorts+flats. anything more revealing thatn tees I would be like getting whistles and goodbye waves and stares and followed and got a picture taken, when I'm all alone.
Damn, I need a bodyguard, will you do the honor?
hahhahaa and I mean you, Jo, if you know who you are, ahhahahaha.
I miss all your craps and rlly cold jokes with your friends! hahahaha.

Oh and xinyu! dont get so stressed up by CCA stuff okay? th final year already so must pull through it, like how you did for the last 3 years :) once again, thank you for th pouch! WHEEEEE I LOVE IT:D I LOVE POUCHES:D HEHEHEHEHAHAAHA.
Th most, just stomped up th th cher, say "I wanna quit now, too bad"
hahahaha that's why H encouraged me to do when I cant stand judo trngs. But I cant do that cause I still need judo to get me certificates. :X
Despicable, I am.


Whoa, not bad, I can blog longer and longer.
sorry for th sososo wordy post, pictures next time, promsie!


Sigh on this note, I'm becoming lovesick again. ):
He's back to the stupid tekong island, and abandoned me in this lonely night. I doubt I'll fall asleep anytime soon. The biggest joy of my life, is none other than to just gaze peacefully at you.