Saturday, May 17, 2008 Y 3:35 PM

it's not me right it's not me right plz tell me it's not meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
I was kinda hurt today you know.
plz dont ever say that sentence again, I could almost feel my heartache instantly when you said that today (& then wailed and cried like a baby, blowing my nose on your shirt, leaving a patch of mucus and tears on you)
okay maybe that's because I've been trying to hold back my tears for quite long alrdy.

argh fuck, I cant sleep properly! DAMN YOU (Insomnia)
and damn the singapore humid weather. I woke up at 3 am with the back of my PJ completely soaked in my sweat, and has been awake since.
I WANT TO HAVE MY BEAUTY SLEEP (VERY BADLY)

I NEED T MIGRATE TO AUSTRALIA/WHICHEVER COUNTRY THAT'S NOT TROPICAL I HATE THE HEAT AND THE SUN I CANT SLEEPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP PROPERLY
CAN I FLY TO AUSTRALIA OR SOMEWHERE EVERY NIGHT TO SLEEP(?)
WILL FUTURE TECHNOLOGY ADVANCEMENT ALLOWS ME TO FLY TO AUSTRALIA IN HALF AN HOUR?

you can tell that I am very irritated/agitated.
and yes, it's true.
On a side note, my wetseal jelly bracelets and geek specs arrived today 8)