I'm pretty affirm about failing chinese this term.
LiLao confirmed my worst fear today. So I wrote and focused on the wrong part of the question. The 70-mark worth of composition is gone case alrdy.

Life's really unfair. Why do most of my girl friends experience smooth periods monthly whereas I have to endure the excruciating period cramps every month, without fail. I can never escape from the fate of having serious period cramps.
This morning, the agony coming from my abdomen is undearable to the extent of waking me up from my sleep, at the wee hour 4am. The very same agony prevented me from falling asleep in school today, even though I wanted too, very badly.
Why do I have period cramps, why?
They're caused by the chemical, prostaglandins, produced in a girl's body, which stimulate the uterus muscles to contract, pushing the blood out.
I think I probably have abnormally high levels of prostaglandins produced in my body. That's why it's so painful for me everymonth.
And it's rlly scary to knw that girls who started their period younger tend to be more likely to have period cramps. (I started at 10 I think)

"having period itself is a gender discrimmination..."

Okay anyw Im not discreeet abt this kinda things so um if anyone is feeling uncomfortable reading this you shld really just exit this window.

Sigh, I think I just suck in everything I do.
Studies, Judo, friendships.

Talking about friendships. 4 years studying in nanyang, I have never gotten myself any true friend. Even if I had, the friendship is shortlived. The definition of a true friend may differ from person to person. For me,

tbc