These few weeks have been really fulfulling ones.
Couldnt've been any more disappointed with myself in the B div finals fight.. I mean I trained 37842x as hard after indis just in hope to beat her.. But the fact is, she's stronger than me and remained that way. I remembered trying to tighten my hold on her right sleeve so she couldnt enter her grab-a-neck-anyhow throw. I remembered trying to do a leg throw while moving in a certain direction (forward I think) I remembered gotten pinned down by her powerful arm strength. And it was over.... just like that.

Of course some melodrama occurred halfway during the holding. The referee thinks that I slapped her, and gave me a shido for that, like wth. I was trying to push her face away from my head so I can probably flipped her over with the help of my thigh or smth. Anyw if i rlly did slap her, I wasnt intentional at all. Sigh the referees are always very screwed up during judo comps. :(

Lady luck was obviously on our side when jiayan won her. I started to tear when nick lost her bout, thinking that we've lost. And when jiayan pinned her down during the last min I kept shouting desperately to her like dont give up , hold there , just hold on there!

Everyone jumped up in joy when the timer screams stopppppppppp, we didnt even wait for the referees to shout stop.

Somehow the victory doesn't seem to belong to me, after all.

:(

Went out with my batch mates for dinner at some jap restaurant after that, udner the influence of the superly stupid. She craved for ice cream waffle, and brainwashed us to change our minds about eating ding sum in ding tai fung. So we ended up in this unknown jap restaurant near tampines. They do have a sense of interior design though, cause the walls are painted red. The furnitures were red too, if my memory doesn't fail me. Stepped out of it pok kai, with a swollen crimsom red lips. The spice they used are wayyy too hot for me I guess :((

All the superly stupid's fault :(

Oh. People said they saw H and me on friday.
So what if I support PDA, I wasnt in my sch uniform, anyway.
Nothing wrong with that.

Okay cant wait for the block tests to end. I havent staudy chem at all since I got home at 3.30pm today. Somehow I lost my motivation to study hard and my brain apparently has gone into a recession.

D:

Someone please cheer me up :(

Someone please cheer me up :(