Wednesday, September 10, 2008 Y 7:19 AM

THISIISTHESECONDTIMESOFARIFUCKINGSWEARIWILLNOTFORGIVEYOU.
ANDTHEFUCKINGTRUTHISYOUREMYDAD.
SINCEYOUDAREDTODOTHISTOMYGRANDPAWHYWONTIDOITOYOU
IFYOURENOTMYDADIWOULDHAVECALLEDTHEPOLICE&CHASEDYOUOUT&APPLYFORPROTECTIONORDER.
IWILLDOITIFTHESAMETHINGFUCKINGLYHAPPENNEXTTIME.
IHATEYOU, DAD.
&YOUWONTKNOWHOWMUCHIWISHYOUCANJUSTDISAPPEARFROMTHISWORLD.
SOWECANFINALLYHAVEPEACEINTHEFAMILY.


and it's still partially (a small teenyweeny bit) ahgong's fault.
like why bring him down when you and ahmah can go down yourselves?
and ahmah is so irritating why cant she stop muttering things like 死了最好/为什么不早点死
HELLO YOURE ONLY 60++ AND QUITE HEALTHY, WHY THINK OF DEATH?
YOU HAVE AHGONG & 4GRANDCHILDREN WE DIDNT ABANDON YOU IN SOME NURSING HOME WHY ARE YOU SO DESPERATE FOR DEATH.

I feel sad for my bro.
Subtly, he becomes the scapegoat every single time. I feel really sorry for him.