I dont get it, why do people overreact when I whip out my SIA's Sarong Kebaya printed umbrella to shield myself against the scorching heat? What's wrong with trying to protect my skin from the strong UV rays? What are you so adverse to that idea?

Just because majority of the people here don't have the habit of using umbrella, doesn't mean that I have to follow the convention too right?
Doesn't mean that it's "so auntie" to use it, or even degrading myself or more specifically my so called "image" as potrayed to the public. It's rlly bad, I do feel hurt when my friends / classmates start to go like " eee I dont know you la". Of course, it was meant as a joke. But have you ever thought about how I would feel?

It's not easy to go against the convention current. Sometimes, I would even have to tell myself, dont bother what others think of me so much repeatedly to pluck up my courage again to be myself. I hope you can accept me as an individual, with an unique and eccentric character. It's rlly hard to be a true self sometimes.

Yes, I may not be close to you because of the limited chances for interaction, but do respect my dignity, for I always do.

I find it hard to find friends that I can connect to in my school. (Dang Imiss Yuxi & Tuyan)
Asking them to hang out or to go out is as hard as getting the moon from the sky.
Besides, once a clique is formed, they hardly ever socialise with people beyond that circle.. and I think it's quite sad. Life's boring in nanyang, life sucks. Seriously. No, don;t get me wrong, i'm not wallowing in self pity, I'm merely stating the truth. I cant remember being truly happy / went crazy / super high under lss's scrutiny, the last time I remembered having fun with my classmates was my 13 th bday celebration at Escape with my class. More than 20 classmates turned up that day, and we really had lots of fun.

Okay, maybe you'll say" but you dedicate all your time to your h alrdy, no time for us lorh...."
Doesn't mean that I will be a lousy friend when i have a bf. These 2 are not entirely mutually exclusive all the time. I can be both a good friend and you know, a good wife material.

Went to HCJC's open house today, and I think fencing as a CCA is cool. One more CCA to consider. Wushu guys are hot! like zomg they're so tonned and tall and muscular (have a sense of security) and they know martial arts!

I'm vehemently sure, that I will take physics and economics in JC I think they're the coolest subjects whooo !

Wanted to join volleyball cause I like it alot but.... the juniors are all so bimbotic. They're stick thin legs often make me wonder how much muscles are embedded inside, and how can they even take the blow of an incoming volleyball. They look so pale and fragile and thin that they'll just break into smithereens when a volleyball flies towards them. & pls lorh, I am NOT a bimbo okay, like seriously. If I dont have the brain, then tell me, how do I earn $400 in one week?
& plus I dont have the looks+figure to be one too. So pls erase this wrong assumption off your mind.

I'm sorry my life was pretty boring these few weeks, havent been going out much at all. That's why you can only see picture posts and few wordy posts.

P.s. this is my last post here, switching over to bedtimewarriorz